Hi.

I'm one of those classically over-achieving gay people with four degrees and a career in engineering, building and operating spaceships. I helped fix the Hubble Space Telescope, build the International Space Station, and put people back on the Moon. But I also missed out on life, stretched myself too thin, and neglected who I really am. A health crisis brought it all into focus. I nearly died without having lived.

So now I'm building a different life by taking better care of myself, being there for my partner, embracing who I am, and doing all the things I kept putting off.

I make content across a few YouTube channels. John Osborn is the hub, a lifestyle vlog where I bring you along as I rebuild my life. John Osborn Cars is for people who love vehicles the way I do. And John's Parkside Table is where food, culture, classic Disney, old movies, and a kitchen I have no business being ambitious in all come together.

Part of rebuilding my life is letting all of myself show up, including the parts I kept quiet for the sake of my career. That content lives on my OnlyFans, and assuming you're over 18, you're welcome to join me. Our sexuality is a gift, but what does it mean to be sexual in a youth culture when you’re older and AIDS took out the generation ahead of you? I don’t know, but I hope to figure it out.

This is my new life, a work in progress, and I hope you'll be a part of it.